Chaotic

by Etterna

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released October 30, 2018

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Etterna Prešov, Slovakia

Etterna hail from Presov, Slovakia and officially launched in August 2016. Duo Tomas Visnovsky (drums) and Feral Inferis (guitar) decided to continue in joint cooperation after their former band had disbanded. The Etterna line-up is completed by singer Ady Hnat, guitarist Adam Manko and bassist Peter Jakub. ... more

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Track Name: Swan
[Verse]
Why am I not able to use my own wings?
My heart is heavy and rigid as you can feel
I am like a swan now, just swimming... through an ocean
But I’m swimming through my soul, full of poison and betrayal

Faceless puppets in red robes 'round me
Still whispering - What´s your role?
Suddenly there’s another man
He's voiceless without a name
The crowd 'round me whispering
- Who shall accompany Death back home?

[Chorus]
Undying look between swan
And what is now a rotting memory
I was ruthless and I sentenced
That wordless memory
To relax with death

[Verse]
I deceived
And now I am breathing instead of someone else
I was there
I was that sinner that day
I have to suffer in a place where I’m drowned in the ever-repeating memories

[Chorus]
Undying look between swan
And what is now a rotting memory
I was ruthless and I sentenced
That wordless memory
To relax with death
Track Name: Secreto en Fragopolis
[Verse]
What is hidden beyond the sky
What is hidden beyond the space
Is there the end of everything
Or is Earth just a drop in a lake

Is there something beyond the sun
Somebody without limits in their minds ?
Without any thoughts control ?
Are we somewhere close ?

Is madness really understood
And could silence be a form of speech ?
We have proofs but we don't have a faith
Our minds are full of power - psyche is weak

We have nothing to lose
There is only one way to choose
We don't know where are they
But we are here in

[Chorus]
Secreto en Fragopolis
Lost town hidden in the gallaxy of lies
Secreto en Fragopolis
Lost town hidden in the end of everything

Secreto en Fragopolis!

[Chorus]
Secreto en Fragopolis
Lost town hidden in the gallaxy of lies
Secreto en Fragopolis
Lost town hidden in the end of everything

Secreto en Fragopolis!
Track Name: This Moment
[Verse]
You can walk wherever you want, don't you?
You can do whatever you love doing
You can feel however you choose to feel
But every time you talk to me, please do it consciously

[Chorus]
At this moment I have nobody to blame
Right now, I’m singing this song
Because it makes me feel I'm completely with everything

I hate my past as I can't remember all the details
But only as long as I’m attached to it
Only as long as I'm thinking it is still real

I regret growing, to slowly becoming an adult human being
But only as long as I'm viewing the future through my past
Only as long as I'm acting like a child-like adult

[Chorus]
At this moment I have nobody to blame
Right now, I'm singing this song
Because it makes me feel I'm completely with everything
Track Name: My Guidance Home
[Verse]
My eyes are waiting for a spring to come
But reality is showin' me other side
Which is far away from a daylight
Why I haven't listened to my heartful mind

What would see my eyes
If they saw the light

[Chorus]
Who would guide me home
And hide before the world
Guide me home !
Out of despair!

[Verse]
Now I am in a war state with my past
There's no one close to me so I'm walking on my own
My army is the only voice in my head
But it's marching sound won't lead my steps home

What would see my eyes
If they saw the light

[Chorus]
Who would guide me home
And hide me before the world
Guide me home !
Out of despair !

Please guide me! Please guide me!
Guide me home! Guide me home!
Guide me home! Show me my home!

[Chorus]
Who would guide me home
And hide before the world
Who would guide me home
And hide before the world
Who would guide me home
And hide before the world
Guide me home !
Out of despair !
Track Name: Before our Lives
[Intro]
Vitiosus, Nequissimo
Clamor, Mortis
Filiorum, Mulieres
Dolor, Ductus

[Verse]
Imagine life in age before the Christ
No traces of the word God
Every corner has its own beliefs
But everybody had to accept them

There were a few kings – lords of earth
Surrounded only by wealth
They let many men fighting their wars
Just to spread their name

Hush!
I’ll tell you how they thought
Hush!
I’ll tell you what our ancestors were

[Chorus]
This was our past
Which you should know about
Demons we were
For those who without
Wisdom, conscience and happiness

Now we´re the Illustrious
And they’ve become those Demons
We are the shifters
We can change the seasons
We can send them back in time

[Verse]
Strangers represented a condemned evil
If we´d lived we´d have been dead
Government knew that those people
Could cause a revolution so they were afraid

Hush!
I’ll tell you how they thought
Hush!
I’ll tell you what our ancestors were

[Chorus]
This was our past
Which you should know about
Demons we were
For those who without
Wisdom, conscience and happiness

Now we´re the Illustrious
And they’ve become those Demons
We are the shifters
We can change the seasons
We can send them back in time

[Bridge]
Hectolitres of blood
Had been spilled for
Lies thus exploiting the truth
And faith

So without blood
There´s no rebellion
And without this
Freaks won’t be here
Vitiosus, Nequissimo

[Chorus]
This was our past
Which you should know about
Demons we were
For those who without
Wisdom, conscience and happiness

Now we´re the Illustrious
And they’ve become those Demons
We are the shifters
We can change the seasons
We can send them back in time
Track Name: The Independent Dreamland
[Verse]
Curtain slowly fell on the ground
Voices begun to whisper their names
Into my ears
I did not fade away and hold my tears

In the dreamland independent
There is no snow to be found
Only a room within
Let me growl inside of me
There's no life in my hands - growl
Help me ease my sore
My own voice I can't hear
Only calm heartbeat

Shadow awakens
And it will never cease
Now it's growing all around
I can't define that sound

[Chorus]
Never ending cycle in my head
I live in independent dreamland
Diversified sounds - have I been sleeping ?
I breathe in independent dreamland
There is only me and mysef now
I grow in independent dreamland
No one can give me hand now
Live in my independ ent dreamland

[Verse]
I hear someone's cry
I want to find her but I have no strength
Now I am in state of numb
My lips are stitched and legs are paralized

I can't define that sound
It is all around
It will not stop
Shadow awakens

[Chorus]
Never ending cycle in my head
I live in independent dreamland
Diversified sounds - have I been sleeping ?
I breathe in independent dreamland
There is only me and mysef now
I grow in independent dreamland
No one can give me hand now
Live in my independ ent dreamland

I will try to sleep
Here in my own dreams
I will try to die inside me
I will try to sleep
Here in my own dreams
I will try to die instantly
Track Name: Demon
[Verse]
You are sometimes scarin' in my dark dreams
Sometimes I hear ’bout you but who is who ?
Why I have to see your face inside of me
You're demon I hate you

I am wakin' up through nights for
Nightmares
Which begun because I thought ’bout you
No one told me why you're mine first-class violence
You're demon I hate you

Leave me alone

[Chorus]
I won't be satisfied with you
'cause your heart is full of steel
I can't be satisfied with demon
In your soul is hidden devil
I can't be friend with you
I can't be satisfied with demon

[Verse]
You are only ghost without a weapon
’cause words were never tellin’ the truth
You deserve only to taste a venom
You're demon I hate you

Try taste a hell

[Chorus]
I won’t be satisfied with you
'cause your heart is full of steel
I can't be satisfied with demon
In your soul is hidden devil
I can't be friend with you
I can’t be satisfied with demon

Demon
Hate you

Demon
Hate you

Demon
Hate you

Demon
Hate you

[Chorus]
I won't be satisfied..

I won't be satisfied with you
'cause your heart is full of steel
I can't be satisfied with demon
In your soul is hidden devil
I can't be friend with you
I can't be satisfied with demon
Track Name: Betrayed Love
[Verse]
Why is your perception
As If I was that sinner
For I'm not sure
What I’ve done

I've never wanted to hear
Those words
From anyone
Especially not from you my darling!

What do you expect
From me?
Honey is this blood?
It's almost everywhere on the floor

Why are you handing me a knife
Oh I’ve just understood your speech
It was only your perspective
This is the end of it!

[Chorus]
Darling don't cry
Darling don't cry
There is a happier place to be
You may feel depressed
But that's just distress
And panic because of what you're gonna see
Goodbye world
Goodbye wars
But also to family
Look we are here
We feel like we're free
This is the right place where we wanted to be

[Verse]
Welcome to heaven my darling
Everything's so pure and white
As we had always imagined
Look there is God, he is smilin' at you
It’s so difficult to accept those feelings

Those feelings
It’s totally different to live life after life

[Chorus]
This is the end of the suffering
Imprisoned inside our bodies
Now we are chillin' out in heaven
Without a way to fall

[Verse]
What do you think ’bout these angels
They are lookin' at us in a very strange way
Are you sure it's really heaven?
What if it's hell?

Stare into their eyes
And God turns out to be the Devil

[Chorus]
Where are we, do you dare guess?
It was your idea to come here
There’s no way they'd let us go
We did an unforgivable sin
Do you still see those angels?
They are all nasty demons
What did you do my darling
Where did you send us

White turned red - red turned to blood
There is no chance to get back home
They are all around us so why do we feel
Like this has happened before
Angels in red robes are making the judgment
Just on us
But darling I will tell them that you made me do it
I am free!
Track Name: Desert Ruins
[Verse]
I woke up in my bed
In the middle of emptiness
There was only a desert
And leftovers of my home
But something strokes me
Behind a corner of damaged wall
I could feel and hear it
It throbbed like an echo in my head

Leave me – never
Help me – you´re the sinner
Voices – here we are
Despair – you deserve
Leave me – never
Help me – you´re the sinner
Voices – here we are
Kill me – not yet

[Chorus]
They came only for me
What could I’ve done
They’ve tried to break
The peace in my mind
Those voices told me:
“run away through the desert ruins
And don´t look behind your back”
This way they were still with me

[Verse]
“I am your son, so why did I die?”
Running from my stranger son
I tried to find some place to hide
Family demons waited in the back
It felt hard to slow down
In front of my eyes from the sand
Bars grew up and grabbed my hands
I saw Shadow bearing my dead son
But there´s no time because

[Chorus]
They came only for me
What could I’ve done
They’ve tried to break
The peace in my mind
Those voices told me:
“run away through the desert ruins
And don´t look behind your back”
This way they were still with me

I felt a hand
On my shoulder
While bars were transforming
Into grains of sand
Everything is flying around me
Beings are just disappearing
Now every fuckin´ misery
Is worse a thousand times

I am sitting in a corner of a cell
And realizing that I was that shadow
I feel anxious again
My family is buried and I am the sinner
I am crying there with blood on my hands
Contemplating ´bout my past
When I will commit a suicide
Who will be responsible for my life

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