Chaotic

by Etterna

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Swan 04:28
[Verse] Why am I not able to use my own wings? My heart is heavy and rigid as you can feel I am like a swan now, just swimming... through an ocean But I’m swimming through my soul, full of poison and betrayal Faceless puppets in red robes 'round me Still whispering - What´s your role? Suddenly there’s another man He's voiceless without a name The crowd 'round me whispering - Who shall accompany Death back home? [Chorus] Undying look between swan And what is now a rotting memory I was ruthless and I sentenced That wordless memory To relax with death [Verse] I deceived And now I am breathing instead of someone else I was there I was that sinner that day I have to suffer in a place where I’m drowned in the ever-repeating memories [Chorus] Undying look between swan And what is now a rotting memory I was ruthless and I sentenced That wordless memory To relax with death
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[Verse] What is hidden beyond the sky What is hidden beyond the space Is there the end of everything Or is Earth just a drop in a lake Is there something beyond the sun Somebody without limits in their minds ? Without any thoughts control ? Are we somewhere close ? Is madness really understood And could silence be a form of speech ? We have proofs but we don't have a faith Our minds are full of power - psyche is weak We have nothing to lose There is only one way to choose We don't know where are they But we are here in [Chorus] Secreto en Fragopolis Lost town hidden in the gallaxy of lies Secreto en Fragopolis Lost town hidden in the end of everything Secreto en Fragopolis! [Chorus] Secreto en Fragopolis Lost town hidden in the gallaxy of lies Secreto en Fragopolis Lost town hidden in the end of everything Secreto en Fragopolis!
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This Moment 03:44
[Verse] You can walk wherever you want, don't you? You can do whatever you love doing You can feel however you choose to feel But every time you talk to me, please do it consciously [Chorus] At this moment I have nobody to blame Right now, I’m singing this song Because it makes me feel I'm completely with everything I hate my past as I can't remember all the details But only as long as I’m attached to it Only as long as I'm thinking it is still real I regret growing, to slowly becoming an adult human being But only as long as I'm viewing the future through my past Only as long as I'm acting like a child-like adult [Chorus] At this moment I have nobody to blame Right now, I'm singing this song Because it makes me feel I'm completely with everything
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[Verse] My eyes are waiting for a spring to come But reality is showin' me other side Which is far away from a daylight Why I haven't listened to my heartful mind What would see my eyes If they saw the light [Chorus] Who would guide me home And hide before the world Guide me home ! Out of despair! [Verse] Now I am in a war state with my past There's no one close to me so I'm walking on my own My army is the only voice in my head But it's marching sound won't lead my steps home What would see my eyes If they saw the light [Chorus] Who would guide me home And hide me before the world Guide me home ! Out of despair ! Please guide me! Please guide me! Guide me home! Guide me home! Guide me home! Show me my home! [Chorus] Who would guide me home And hide before the world Who would guide me home And hide before the world Who would guide me home And hide before the world Guide me home ! Out of despair !
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[Intro] Vitiosus, Nequissimo Clamor, Mortis Filiorum, Mulieres Dolor, Ductus [Verse] Imagine life in age before the Christ No traces of the word God Every corner has its own beliefs But everybody had to accept them There were a few kings – lords of earth Surrounded only by wealth They let many men fighting their wars Just to spread their name Hush! I’ll tell you how they thought Hush! I’ll tell you what our ancestors were [Chorus] This was our past Which you should know about Demons we were For those who without Wisdom, conscience and happiness Now we´re the Illustrious And they’ve become those Demons We are the shifters We can change the seasons We can send them back in time [Verse] Strangers represented a condemned evil If we´d lived we´d have been dead Government knew that those people Could cause a revolution so they were afraid Hush! I’ll tell you how they thought Hush! I’ll tell you what our ancestors were [Chorus] This was our past Which you should know about Demons we were For those who without Wisdom, conscience and happiness Now we´re the Illustrious And they’ve become those Demons We are the shifters We can change the seasons We can send them back in time [Bridge] Hectolitres of blood Had been spilled for Lies thus exploiting the truth And faith So without blood There´s no rebellion And without this Freaks won’t be here Vitiosus, Nequissimo [Chorus] This was our past Which you should know about Demons we were For those who without Wisdom, conscience and happiness Now we´re the Illustrious And they’ve become those Demons We are the shifters We can change the seasons We can send them back in time
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[Verse] Curtain slowly fell on the ground Voices begun to whisper their names Into my ears I did not fade away and hold my tears In the dreamland independent There is no snow to be found Only a room within Let me growl inside of me There's no life in my hands - growl Help me ease my sore My own voice I can't hear Only calm heartbeat Shadow awakens And it will never cease Now it's growing all around I can't define that sound [Chorus] Never ending cycle in my head I live in independent dreamland Diversified sounds - have I been sleeping ? I breathe in independent dreamland There is only me and mysef now I grow in independent dreamland No one can give me hand now Live in my independ ent dreamland [Verse] I hear someone's cry I want to find her but I have no strength Now I am in state of numb My lips are stitched and legs are paralized I can't define that sound It is all around It will not stop Shadow awakens [Chorus] Never ending cycle in my head I live in independent dreamland Diversified sounds - have I been sleeping ? I breathe in independent dreamland There is only me and mysef now I grow in independent dreamland No one can give me hand now Live in my independ ent dreamland I will try to sleep Here in my own dreams I will try to die inside me I will try to sleep Here in my own dreams I will try to die instantly
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Demon 04:14
[Verse] You are sometimes scarin' in my dark dreams Sometimes I hear ’bout you but who is who ? Why I have to see your face inside of me You're demon I hate you I am wakin' up through nights for Nightmares Which begun because I thought ’bout you No one told me why you're mine first-class violence You're demon I hate you Leave me alone [Chorus] I won't be satisfied with you 'cause your heart is full of steel I can't be satisfied with demon In your soul is hidden devil I can't be friend with you I can't be satisfied with demon [Verse] You are only ghost without a weapon ’cause words were never tellin’ the truth You deserve only to taste a venom You're demon I hate you Try taste a hell [Chorus] I won’t be satisfied with you 'cause your heart is full of steel I can't be satisfied with demon In your soul is hidden devil I can't be friend with you I can’t be satisfied with demon Demon Hate you Demon Hate you Demon Hate you Demon Hate you [Chorus] I won't be satisfied.. I won't be satisfied with you 'cause your heart is full of steel I can't be satisfied with demon In your soul is hidden devil I can't be friend with you I can't be satisfied with demon
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[Verse] Why is your perception As If I was that sinner For I'm not sure What I’ve done I've never wanted to hear Those words From anyone Especially not from you my darling! What do you expect From me? Honey is this blood? It's almost everywhere on the floor Why are you handing me a knife Oh I’ve just understood your speech It was only your perspective This is the end of it! [Chorus] Darling don't cry Darling don't cry There is a happier place to be You may feel depressed But that's just distress And panic because of what you're gonna see Goodbye world Goodbye wars But also to family Look we are here We feel like we're free This is the right place where we wanted to be [Verse] Welcome to heaven my darling Everything's so pure and white As we had always imagined Look there is God, he is smilin' at you It’s so difficult to accept those feelings Those feelings It’s totally different to live life after life [Chorus] This is the end of the suffering Imprisoned inside our bodies Now we are chillin' out in heaven Without a way to fall [Verse] What do you think ’bout these angels They are lookin' at us in a very strange way Are you sure it's really heaven? What if it's hell? Stare into their eyes And God turns out to be the Devil [Chorus] Where are we, do you dare guess? It was your idea to come here There’s no way they'd let us go We did an unforgivable sin Do you still see those angels? They are all nasty demons What did you do my darling Where did you send us White turned red - red turned to blood There is no chance to get back home They are all around us so why do we feel Like this has happened before Angels in red robes are making the judgment Just on us But darling I will tell them that you made me do it I am free!
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Desert Ruins 05:54
[Verse] I woke up in my bed In the middle of emptiness There was only a desert And leftovers of my home But something strokes me Behind a corner of damaged wall I could feel and hear it It throbbed like an echo in my head Leave me – never Help me – you´re the sinner Voices – here we are Despair – you deserve Leave me – never Help me – you´re the sinner Voices – here we are Kill me – not yet [Chorus] They came only for me What could I’ve done They’ve tried to break The peace in my mind Those voices told me: “run away through the desert ruins And don´t look behind your back” This way they were still with me [Verse] “I am your son, so why did I die?” Running from my stranger son I tried to find some place to hide Family demons waited in the back It felt hard to slow down In front of my eyes from the sand Bars grew up and grabbed my hands I saw Shadow bearing my dead son But there´s no time because [Chorus] They came only for me What could I’ve done They’ve tried to break The peace in my mind Those voices told me: “run away through the desert ruins And don´t look behind your back” This way they were still with me I felt a hand On my shoulder While bars were transforming Into grains of sand Everything is flying around me Beings are just disappearing Now every fuckin´ misery Is worse a thousand times I am sitting in a corner of a cell And realizing that I was that shadow I feel anxious again My family is buried and I am the sinner I am crying there with blood on my hands Contemplating ´bout my past When I will commit a suicide Who will be responsible for my life
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released October 30, 2018

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Etterna Prešov, Slovakia

Etterna hail from Presov, Slovakia and officially launched in August 2016. Duo Tomas Visnovsky (drums) and Feral Inferis (guitar) decided to continue in joint cooperation after their former band had disbanded. The Etterna line-up is completed by singer Ady Hnat, guitarist Adam Manko and bassist Peter Jakub. ... more

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